Slit, Slit, Slit.

its been awhile since i spoke to you buddy. but like i told you, we are closer than blood. every time i go home, you did be the friend i dick around with. you know how it is buddy. there is never a case too hard or a problem too big. we did stick around and fight bare fisted once we expanded our last clip and last round. if we did have to go down, its gonna be a blaze of glory and always kicking and screaming. you know sometimes it is a bit hard to keep things going when you have to fight the fight alone. one being the loneliest number in the infinite sequence.

"There's no point to any of this. It's all just a... a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. So I take pleasure in the details. You know... a quarter-pounder with cheese, those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain, the moment where your laughter become a cackle... and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt."

there are times when the going gets tough and it makes one think, if the struggle is in some way gonna lead to some light at the end of the proverbial tunnel. sometimes you end up being road kill but that’s the chance one has to take, to fight the fight. there is bound to be times where the fight is but for one. i will fight the fight.

Abang Ezee, terima kasih...

Shiver, Shiver, Shiver.

the weather has taken a huge turn. Autumn has unceremoniously been ushered out a week early. Jack Frost is now in the house. he will reign for the good part of the year and render the Sun an obsolete cosmetic item in the sky, which sole purpose is but to illuminate and no longer warm our part of the world. even then, the light last only that long before the dreaded long nights and short days kick in. soon darkness will be upon us at mid afternoon. W.A doesn't practice daylight savings, so business as usual without the need to tinker with your watch and clocks.

bone biting chills await those prepared or unprepared alike, when one ventures out of the heated comforts of home. i have always been one who has been batting for the Frosty Team. i prefer the bluish-clenched-fist of the Tundra to the rosy-cheeks of the Tropics. Hold my hand baby, i'll protect you.

Oh the weather outside is frightful, But the fire is so delightful...

Dig, Dig, Dig.

i love the way you move. you move like a sexy kitty cat. you mould you body against mine when i am around you. you will illicit my touch by being close to my body. holding my arm, hugging me from behind, or sitting close with your hands on my thighs.

i love the way you look at me. you look at me with such tenderness. when i see you looking at me, i can't help but ask if something is wrong and want to right things for you. like a pretty flower, i want to shelter you from the excess heat from the Sun. i want to protect you from the harsh cold winds that blow on you because you detest the cold. i want to make sure that you do not suffer from anything that i can prevent. i also want you to grow and blossom on the account that i know you are just budding. beneath that unfolding bud, a flower of unsurpassed beauty and scent will bloom forth. some things in life have to be experienced by you and you alone. after all, not all bad experiences in your life are there to make you sad. you have to endure the attack of the caterpillars on your leaves before you can enjoy the company of colors from butterflies.

i love the way you make me feel. i crave to spend every waking moment with you. i like how you laugh when i tell you something silly. how your face blushes when i embarrass you in the public by holding onto you waist and not letting go. i like to keep you close and cradle you, till you fall asleep in my arms. you look blissful and protected. after each day of work, you give me a reason to go home. you make me so happy.

You are the bearer of unconditional things...

Now! Now! Now!

everyday we make decisions affecting our lives. what clothes to wear? what place to eat? who to meet? how much to do? large or small, the decisions we make will determine the direction we will heed. i would like to think that if i came to a dead end after making a wrong turn i chose, its just a matter of turning around and finding the right path out. getting lost in the midst of the super highway with strange signs and bad direction is inevitable. after awhile, you learn to read the signs and understand how to weed out bad directions meted out by well wishes and know-alls. there will never be a road too hard to navigate out of, after all, it wasn't hard for you to get there in the first place.

it's too hard to figure out how to arrive at the destination you chose, if you don't know where you want to go in the first place. i know where i want to go, now i got to figure out the fastest way to arrive there.

Full ahead Mr Sulu, maximum warp!

Baby, Baby, Baby

had a great weekend with my darling. we had steamboat dinners for 2 consecutive days. we had them over at my friends place. we went to buy the foodstuff together and cooked the food over at their place too. its so much easier having friends who ask you to treat their place as your own then having to host food parties over at your own place. my baby and i ate till we couldn't move and there was still so much left over for the next day. damn, it was good shit. washed it all down with a couple of beers and stone with a nice DVD. bliss.

my baby girl then brought me to Oriels in Subiaco for coffee. she wanted her caffeine fix badly so why not. it ended up with 2 coffees, one large bowl of shoe string fries and a large bowl of Caesar Salad. could i eat? you bet. somewhere inside all these activities, there was another steamboat dinner and a sessions of gambling at the Casino. i didn't do the chronology of the activities too well here, but you can permutate and arrange it how ever you like it during the whole weekend. choice is a great thing.

Carpe Diem!

Quack, Quack, Quack

had a nice dinner with my baby last night. brought her to Ciao Italia restaurant in Millpoint. we both enjoy Italian food very much. all the cream, the pasta shells, the angle hair, the salty sausages, the garlic, the tomato and all its richness. Mmm...so so good. my baby looked so cute all decked out in her lil off shoulder blouse, black suede like Kookai jacket and a cutesy lil scarf. oh, so so pretty...dangly ear rings to match too. oh brother...like i actually need more reasons to smother her cheeks with kisses. she need do so little to illicit my touch and kisses. i am magnetically drawn to her like a small star orbiting a beautiful planet. circling around infinitely and in a perfect elliptical path.

its only just slightly passed lunch time and i am already thinking about what i want to eat with my baby tonight. i just got her SMS on lunch request i want at work today, isn't she a sweetie? can't do lunch with her today, work to be done and complaints to be handled. will cram in as much work as i can before i enjoy my baby's company tonight. i miss her sweet intoxicating scent already. she smells especially alluring when she unwraps herself from her blanky in the morning. Mmm...heavenly. soon lil girl, soon...roast duck anyone?

You taste like honey, honey. Tell me, can I be your honey...

Hot, Hot, Hot

had a long tiring day. but most days are long and tiring anyway. i had but one thought that kept me going. a lil black slip dress and a slinky singlet top. Mmmm....damn it its so so sexy. the blood red lips do make it hard for me to concentrate on anything else when that image keeps popping up in my head when i drift off.

my baby dressed up for me last night if you didnt alreadly understand. it was hard for me to keep my paws of her. its alreadly so hard for me to keep me paws to meself already, but last night, that was totally something else...

can't wait to get to your place. so much hugs and kisses to give and so lil time huh? gotta make myself clean and smell nice. showerz for me.

Baby it's cold outside, and i'm comming home to you...

Mmmm...Mmmm...Mmmm...

bought my darling to the Secret Garden for some late breakfast, early lunch thing. a nice lil place in Angelo St, South Perth. its kinda like an al fresco meets garden dining kinda deal. the weather was fine and it was cool without being bone chilling. i am far from being susceptible to the colder elements, but my baby freezes on temperatures falling slightly below the regular 37 Degrees Celsius. its all good though, i produce enough heat for a whole team of Eskimo fishermen, so that keeps her warm for sometime.

she has gone home do get some work done. i will go shower to get meself clean and green. until i come visit tonite, Dirty Ho' Bear will keep her company. be a good girl Puff...don't let Dirty Ho' Bear have his way with you ya?

Mon chéri, je t'aime...

Fight! Fight! Fight!

how far can you be pushed before you make a stand. i consider myself to be a really easy going person. its hard to get me all pissed, or see me pissed. bottom line is i am a real push over. i won't complain when i get bad service at a restaurant. i won't get pissed if someone cuts in front of me in a queue. i won't even get angry if you returned my stuff in crap condition after borrowing it.

but this i can tell you. i am very territorial when it comes to loved ones. my zero tolerance for nonsense kicks in when it involves girlfriends. i know that when push comes to shove, i will let rip like a shark in bloodied water. and trust that if you tired your shit with me, you had better pray to God that you kill me. cause if you don't, you have so fucked with the wrong dog. i don't bark, i only bite.

i will fight to my last dying breath. you need only say "Go..." no reason too small, no group too big, no task to hard.

Be yourself, by yourself, Stay away from me...

Hugz, Hugz, Hugz

it sure looks like a termination of post. its not. its just that the last few days have been a whirlwind of activities. so many things going pass, forward, and all over. to say i'm not totally disoriented would be an understatement. but i am not disoriented.

just take it all in at one go. the dizzying highs, and the morbid lows.

Zzzz...Zzzz...Zzzz...