Tap, Tap, Tap.

its really strange sometimes when you think about it. it is not that i take you for granted baby. i enjoy spending so much time with you, that sometimes when i want you close, all i need to do is reach out and hug you. i love the fact that when you are up and about, and within earshot or sight that i can keep an eye on you and make sure that you are alright. i hate it when you fall sick. i feel so helpless. i can't take away the discomfort that you are feeling. when you sniffle or sneeze, i get worried. even when you are not feeling unwell, i already baby you so much. when i feel a cold day is upon us, i make sure that i wrap you up heaps before i let you out of the door. if it starts raining while we are out, i will make sure i find shelter or a brolley to hide you under. i make sure that you are always warm and toasty in the car by turning the heat up.

now you are sick again. i tuck you straight into bed all bundled up, nice and warm. then i go downstairs to watch a little telly. i plod around the house like a sheppard that has lost his flock. you are my lil sheep. i miss playing with you. talking to you. kissing your cheeks. smelling you close by. tickling you. laughing when you tell me something silly. answering all you little questions about things i have never thought before. sometimes i think that i pamper you way too much darling. but when i see your face, i just want to reach out and cuddle you and pamper you more. it sucks that you are so close to me but yet in another world. i keep checking on you to make sure you aren't too warm or too cold under the blanky, and plant a kiss on your forehead before i leave the room. get well soon baby girl. i'll bring you shopping again when you feel better.

Hoppo nerfs you heaps!