Scratch, Scratch, Scratch

its wierd sometimes. you can never figure out what runs through a persons mind. its hard trying to understand what people want. i am trying my best to be in tune too. i swear i am. but the messages are all garbled. he said she said. i am only human. it can be so "3 steps forward, 4 steps back" and just when i thought that i have started moving and progressing, i have ended up where i started.

a friend told me that shes who she is now, because of all the people shes been with. maybe shes right. i just wanna float down stream with all the debris. its hard swimming against the current alone.